lately i have been thinking about death it’s very much a possibility
the thing about leukemia that not everyone knows is it’s very personalized
to that person, although there are different types no two cases are identical.
I have T cell lymphoblastic leukemia not only is my type of cancer rare but
only one quarter of people with acute lymphoblastic leukemia have T cell.
T cell is consider more vicious and harder to cure this is why i’m also consider high risk and have to undergo aggressive treatment .
I’m only at the beginning,i still have 3 more round of chemo each ranging from 4-6 weeks.
I could very much endure all this and have the transplant an end up with Graft-versus-host disease (GVHD)
i’m not going to give up just because i can die not that i really have a choice because either way i will die if i don’t go through with my treatment.Whatever happens although it’s scary to think of i will except my fate and either way some knowledge will come from this whether it benefits me or someone in a similar condition it will be worth it .
